Flawed

I get dizzy when we fight.

The entire room starts spinning forwards and I feel like I'm constantly falling head first.
It's the same feeling I get when I become the furniture.

Oh, how wonderful it would be if I could become the furniture.

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I said I wanted Flyer to still have feelings for his ex.
I still do.

Sort of.

I sometimes get a weird feeling when I'm with him, or usually after I leave. I don't know what it is, I can't tell if it's regret or happiness or love or fear or pain or healing. It's just a weird feeling. And I think if Flyer still had feelings for his ex then that would give me something to explain this feeling. Even though in the back of my mind I would know it wasn't the cause for the feeling, it'd still be a scapegoat. There's never anything wrong with Flyer--I search and search for a flaw and come up empty handed every time.

I wish he had a flaw. Then I wouldn't feel so bad about my own.

-Beaskie