I love you. 

Dream

I had the worst dream last night. 

We didn't break, but we basically hated each other. We fought and we fought, and we both did things we would never do. We ended up trying to kill each other.

That's what I'm scared of happening. The fighting. The doing things we wouldn't normally do just because we resent the other person. 

I want a life with you. But not that way. 

-Beaskie

Bliss

Sitting

Sitting here. Listening, to the calm. Listening to the world still alive, no matter how late. A cool breeze comes through the windows. Followed by the sounds of birds in the distance. Despite it being 2:21 am. You sleep. I cant. No I'm sitting. Next to you, just waiting. Im not sure for what, but I am here. The way your house creeps with the wind. The warmth of you next to me. The hint of cherry blossom coming from you. A helicopter whirling in the distance. Its bliss.

Do you remember this? I do. It saved my life.

Maybe a break will bring this bliss back...

Does it need to be brought back? Has it escaped us? Are we lacking bliss? Are you?

I feel bliss when I'm with you.

But only when I'm with with you. Waiting...in waiting there is no bliss. 

Do you remember all those nights? In my room? You don't do that anymore. Should you? A big part of me wishes you would.

Do you remember the bridge? Those things I said to you, the way you held my hand for the first time, the drive up to your spot, the endless silence that we shared everything with. 

Do you remember falling in love with me?

I'm still falling in love with you.

-Beaskie