Tired

I'm about to take a dance class at a studio I've never been to before. I'm surrounded by incredibly talented faculty and students. I'm not intimidated, I should be excited.

But excitement takes so much energy...
I feel like I'm about to fall asleep. I haven't taken a class in a while, hopefully it'll bring some excitement, or emotion, or just anything really.

Dancing used to be my passion, my life, and now it's...it's part of that old me who I can't be anymore. If there's one part of me that I want to be able to keep more than anything, it's the dancer part. That's the one thing that has brought me true happiness. And I'm yearning for that feeling again.

-Beaskie