I'm sorry

Flyer I'm so sorry I reacted the way I did. I know it freaked you out. I would've been freaked out. I don't blame you. 

But don't let one day of a relapse define our entire relationship. Or define my character. Don't negate the immense healing and improvement I've gone through these past few years with you. I slipped up. I found out my grandpa has cancer and that the boy was definitely out of jail within the same hour that we started fighting. It was all just too much. I didn't react logically. 

Keep in mind, while speaking nonsense, I never was in danger. I never did anything to hurt myself. I've gotten better. 

Don't let your mom tell you I'm crazy. She doesn't know me or us the way you do. You're almost 21, you know what you need. You know these past few years have been fantastic and good for BOTH of us. You know we love each other with such a passion and such an intensity that we have become like magnets to each other. You know we're soul mates. 

-Beaskie