Depressed

You used to make me laugh so much. And smile, and feel safe. 

I don't do any of those things now. I'm simply depressed again. I have no will again. Im alone again. 

I'm depressed again and it sucks. I feel like i did in high school. I hate it and it's scary and not fair. 

I want to be happy. Why can't I be happy...

I want to talk to you. Is that allowed? Do you even want that?

-Beaskie