First time

It was our first time. Our first time saying goodbye. 

I'm scared and confused and instantly lonely. Thank you for apologizing. That helped. 

I don't know what I'm supposed to say now. I'm always shaky and can't eat. This is strange. 

We'll be ok. Whether separately or together, we'll be ok. 

I'm just not ready to be ok yet. 

-Beaskie