The regret.
The "I'm Sorry"s
It makes it hurt so much more.
What I did...it was hard. Harder than hard. The hardest thing I've ever done.
So you can't regret it. You can't say you're sorry for it. You can't wish it never happened. Because then it would all be for nothing. The pain. And the pain was so much, it can't all be for nothing.
If you are happy it happened, if it helped you in any way, if it somehow made things better in however small a way, tell me. Or if it didn't...tell me it anyways. Because the pain couldn't have been for nothing.
The hardest thing I've ever done.
Please tell me it wasn't all for nothing.
-Beaskie
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