Brother, you haven't written back yet. You said you would be better. So be better...
Flyer, you won't talk about the split. When I bring it up you shut down and that's not fair to me. We can't pretend it won't happen. I guess you'd rather talk about it over text...
I'm still depressed. I still have bad days. The only thing that's changed is that I hide them now, because I'm ashamed of them. I pretend I'm fine--something I'm very good at, an art I have mastered. I'm obviously very good at it because from what I can tell you haven't noticed. I'm ashamed to be depressed after a year and a half. That's too long. Why aren't I stronger? Why can't I just get over this already? My therapist is keeping me on medication for my entire freshmen year. Maybe longer.
Will I ever be normal again?
-Beaskie
Flyer, you won't talk about the split. When I bring it up you shut down and that's not fair to me. We can't pretend it won't happen. I guess you'd rather talk about it over text...
I'm still depressed. I still have bad days. The only thing that's changed is that I hide them now, because I'm ashamed of them. I pretend I'm fine--something I'm very good at, an art I have mastered. I'm obviously very good at it because from what I can tell you haven't noticed. I'm ashamed to be depressed after a year and a half. That's too long. Why aren't I stronger? Why can't I just get over this already? My therapist is keeping me on medication for my entire freshmen year. Maybe longer.
Will I ever be normal again?
-Beaskie
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