Insanity

This is insane to me...
We will be 15 minutes away from each other. You know how rare that is! Not miles, MINUTES! And yet you are saying we can't spend that time together. We can't spend that time going on dates and walking in the park and doing all the things we put on our list.
What about our list...
What about all our plans? What about my parents helping out with money so you could come to Bass Lake?
What about spending all the time we have together?

What about me?...

What the hell am I supposed to do for the rest of the summer?! I do NOTHING just so I can wait for YOU! I'm just going to lie in my bed and cry... literally. I see no other options.

I don't think I'm overreacting here. I'm probably underreacting. My feelings are real, flyer. I'm not making this up. I wasn't forcing myself to cry to get you to change your mind last night. Those were REAL tears. And what I'm feeling is REAL pain.

Pain.

So. Much. Pain.

There's too much pain in this relationship...
Please, make it stop.
Just make the pain stop.

Please...

This is turning out to be one of the worst summers I've ever had.

-Beaskie