I'm so conflicted when it comes to doing...those...things with you.
One one hand, it feels totally natural. It's what we are comfortable with and I love that about us.
One the other hand, I feel like you don't yet deserve to have that side of me yet. But that's insane, nobody deserves it more than you do.
I feel like we should wait on principle. But is that even necessary? Maybe I'm not comfortable with it now because I always need to be held and kissed afterwards, and you can't do that right now. Maybe when we are together we will just fall back into place and it will happen and be amazing like it always is. Maybe it will help us.
Maybe I honestly have no idea...
-Beaskie
One one hand, it feels totally natural. It's what we are comfortable with and I love that about us.
One the other hand, I feel like you don't yet deserve to have that side of me yet. But that's insane, nobody deserves it more than you do.
I feel like we should wait on principle. But is that even necessary? Maybe I'm not comfortable with it now because I always need to be held and kissed afterwards, and you can't do that right now. Maybe when we are together we will just fall back into place and it will happen and be amazing like it always is. Maybe it will help us.
Maybe I honestly have no idea...
-Beaskie
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