You don't talk to me. You don't hear me either. I don't understand.
One day, one day I might stop waiting.
And what happens when that time occurs? How will we ever be brother and sister again? How will things ever be normal again? I don't know the answer, and I'm scared to find it out.
I'm just plain confused. Telling me you need time didn't make sense. It wasn't enough. I don't know if I'm asking for too much right now but I'm asking regardless.
I just miss you. I miss having a brother.
In all honesty, we never have been very close. But now, with everything I was going through, I thought maybe this would be our time. But it's not, apparently.
When will it be our time?
I'm going through some pretty major changes in my life right now. Really significant ones. And you aren't here to meet the new me.
If you never knew the old me, how long will it take you to get to know the new me? The longer we wait, the harder it gets.
If I had one wish, I would have my big brother at my graduation.
-Beaskie
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