Friday, March 27, 2015

Sleep

No sleep tonight. 

The guilt is eating me alive. I shouldn't feel guilty for something I think is going to help me, and us. But I do. 

Seeing you will be hard, because I'll want to change my mind and pretend like the distance doesn't exist.

But it does. And until that changes, I don't know how to be a good girlfriend to you. I don't know how to do us justice when the distance is holding me back. And that's not fair to either one of us. 

No. 
No sleep tonight. 

I miss you already 

-Beaskie

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