The boys here are chance fans.
Do you remember that night?
It was perfect. We went to a party. We spent the night at my house. We hung out with friends and got food and drove around and listened to chance for the first time together. We celebrated the start of a new year.
And the next day was perfect too... We went to the parade and I wore your hat and we fell asleep on the ride home, me on your lap.
And the next day was when it all turned bad.
The next day you made a very, very bad decision.
And now we're here.
Where are we?
I talked to my aunt here. "Aunty Di". I was being really dark and gloomy and she dragged me outside to talk and I ended up talking for three hours about everything. And you know what she said?
Where do you see yourself in 5 years?
-Wherever Flyer is...
Then you're making the right choice.
She was in an abusive relationship once. She's also been cheated on. So she actually knows what she's talking about. And she definitely doesn't sugar coat things. So if she tells me I'm making the right choice, then I'm making the right choice.
It's the scariest right choice I've ever made.
We can't use this blog to talk to each other; that's cheating.
This blog is for ourselves. And if the other person reads it then so be it. But it can't be solely to talk to each other.
We can't cheat. If we do this right it will work, and things will go back to normal.
My Aunty Di also said that she was proud of us. And she said she wants you to come next year. She said she's never believed in forgiving a cheater until now. She believes I should forgive you.
And I believe that too.
And I will.
Be patient.
I've read that poem a hundred times now.
-Beaskie
Do you remember that night?
It was perfect. We went to a party. We spent the night at my house. We hung out with friends and got food and drove around and listened to chance for the first time together. We celebrated the start of a new year.
And the next day was perfect too... We went to the parade and I wore your hat and we fell asleep on the ride home, me on your lap.
And the next day was when it all turned bad.
The next day you made a very, very bad decision.
And now we're here.
Where are we?
I talked to my aunt here. "Aunty Di". I was being really dark and gloomy and she dragged me outside to talk and I ended up talking for three hours about everything. And you know what she said?
Where do you see yourself in 5 years?
-Wherever Flyer is...
Then you're making the right choice.
She was in an abusive relationship once. She's also been cheated on. So she actually knows what she's talking about. And she definitely doesn't sugar coat things. So if she tells me I'm making the right choice, then I'm making the right choice.
It's the scariest right choice I've ever made.
We can't use this blog to talk to each other; that's cheating.
This blog is for ourselves. And if the other person reads it then so be it. But it can't be solely to talk to each other.
We can't cheat. If we do this right it will work, and things will go back to normal.
My Aunty Di also said that she was proud of us. And she said she wants you to come next year. She said she's never believed in forgiving a cheater until now. She believes I should forgive you.
And I believe that too.
And I will.
Be patient.
I've read that poem a hundred times now.
-Beaskie
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