Thursday, March 13, 2014

Tonight

You're coming tonight, and I've imagined the first time I see you over and over. I've imagined Friday night over and over. Was that smart? Did I get my hopes up to something unattainable?

I've gone over what I want to say to you over and over. That was smart for sure, because I don't want to forget anything. The first thing I want to do when I see you is talk. That's all. Just sit next to each other and look at each other and talk. Then we can cuddle. Then we can hold each other. Then we can sleep.

But first, we talk.

Last time I was with you there were so many emotions I had no idea what I was thinking. Now I know what I'm thinking--I know very well. So now we get to talk about it. I've been hiding my feelings for your sake, but I'm not going to do that anymore.

I've been listening to chance and reminiscing.... back to when you were still mine.

But, even at that point, you weren't. You never were.

So it's time to start anew. It's time for you to be mine. I've been too patient, and I'm done waiting.

-Beaskie

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